Well i have had some things go on, in the past month that has made me more social. and now i'm kind of done adjusting. I feel so much more loved, my eyes are actually opening to my friends and family. And my little sister would say "I have a friend to play with now" and my little brother would say "Someone that doesn't yell at us so much" So it's amazing to feel and hear them say things. I have never once felt so blessed. My nephew is probably one of my family members that have gave me strength to get through all of this, and my little siblings and my "adopted" parents. They understand, they love, and care, and listen. Through the fights i've gave them, the attitude, they still love me! Better or for worse. My life is just turned around and is going for the better, is about 3 months i'll be out of state for a month, my sister is having her second child!!!!!! I'm just so excited! I wish i could actually let people know how i felt, but i can't.. My actions don't show it. I hope my love does. When the going gets rough just remember don't give up. Or don't give in!
I encourage you to listen to "I have a plan for you" By Brian Wahl ( the song is the link below)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DumKFCYAlmA
