"My life has lead me down the road that's so uncertain"
So why did i title my post " my life, my struggles? Because i feel like we need to know... That we *All* go through struggles....
I'm going to share a good amount of my childhood....
So growing up i lived with my mom and 4 older siblings.... When i turned about 3 my mom dated a guy who had two kids, who later we moved in with so there was 6 kids and a "dad" someone who i *Never* really had in my life. I grew up with my grandfather being my dad and the guy my mom dated... When i was 5 my parents got married.... I honestly couldn't see my life without this "dad" in my life... He was my dad. I actually had a dad, along with all my other friends... Then once i hit my teen years he wasn't my dad... He was my *step*-dad.... This isn't fair! All the kids have dads! Why don't i! All my siblings have one! Then last year i moved in with a family, that had their parents.... And the little girl goes " Jamie, you don't need a earthly father! You have a heavenly father that loves you no matter what!" And i started thinking I have 3 dads that love me! One i didn't see, one who was a step-dad and a heavenly father! Best kinds ever!!
17 years later i'm living with my real dad... Having the time of my life... Seeing my other 4 siblings... Make a grand total of: 10 siblings that are amazing!
But my whole post about not having a dad is... No matter what you do, where you go, or what your dads done to you.. You will *always* have a heavenly father that will NEVER LEAVE YOU OR FORSAKE YOU!
I was always the one that never wanted anything to do with familys that had dads cause i was near tears cause they had dads... But now i'm all Whatevers... I mean don't get me wrong... I'm living with my dad... But it's not the same... I'm still sad... I'm not sure where i want to be.. But God knows...
On a new note...
School starts in a week! My friends coming over! And i'm a senior this year!!!
